This Student Came to Study Masters Degree in USA. Then Life Decided to Teach Him 6 Tough Lessons.

So this is me penning down the highlights of one crazy year of MS in the USA.

I’m writing this in the hope that it inspires students who are struggling with their MS, and need a pep talk.

So if you are one of them, or just someone else looking for some advice on tackling life in the USA, read on.

Phase 1: The Beginning

I had applied to 7 US universities, out of which Iowa State was one of my top choices.

After a heartbreaking 3 rejections and my MS dreams almost going up in smoke (My rejections were all from ‘Safe’ universities), I finally got a postal mail telling me I was admitted to Iowa State!. My joy was beyond words.

I was ecstatic, and for good reason, since I really wanted to go to the US to pursue my MS and perhaps a PhD in civil engineering.  

The 3 hard months sitting at home killing flies and fearing the worst was over. I also got an admit from NCSU (North Carolina State University) and was shortlisted for the Young India Fellowship Program, a 1 year fully funded liberal arts program in Delhi, one of India’s most prestigious fellowships for youth leadership, in the coming weeks.

Well that was a lot of good given my long and anguishing wait for some good news. So 3 tempting choices (you might feel an engineer heading for a liberal arts program is weird, but I was really into leadership initiatives back then) and only one to pick.

NCSU was a better school, the YIF was tempting and a fun prospect, giving me a chance to hone my other talents for a year, as well as add gloss to my resume.

It was then that a voice at the back of my head told me…’Pick Iowa State..please‘. I listened to my gut. Iowa State it was!

Part 2: The first months in Iowa State

Let me be honest. The first month in the US was hard.

There was the jetlag, which made me feel homesick initially.

Then there was the money, which gave me sleepless nights (I was unfunded and had to pay 100% of the tuition, a pretty big amount) and my roommates were both PhD students and were not too keen on cutting corners on food.

[Tweet "First month in USA was Hard – There was Jet lag, home sick and then I had no funding ( had to pay 100% Fees). #intlstudents”]

I had my mind set on a professor at my department for months, but did not mail him back when I was in India since I wanted to speak to him in person. I wanted to work with him, even though he seemed without funding.

I managed to get a meeting with him, and told him I would like to work for him for free, since I liked his research work amongst all the other professors. He agreed, saying he would evaluate my class and research performance( I was taking a class with him) and decide from there.

I was mentally prepared to go a month without funding. I did not apply for a part time job, despite my friends calling me crazy for working for free and not speaking to other professors.

I was stedfast: I wanted to work with this prof and this prof alone, and an on campus job would take away my study time.

Part 3: The Ups of Grad Life

September 6th, 2014. The professor who I spoke of above corners me after our research meeting and tells me he’s found me a quarter time RA!

I am overjoyed. Perseverance pays off.

To add to that, I get a fantastic deal on my graduating friends Volkswagen Passat sedan (Used Card Buying Guide for Students). I am the first Indian from my batch to own a car. I felt like I was at the pinnacle of awesomeness

Part 4: Reality

So I was now a RA. My prof put me on a project which he was just starting up, which needed a grant to become a fully funded one. I had a year of funding to get results and bag grants. I was game for the challenge.

I also had a really really strict professor for one of my subjects who made learning very stressful.

He gave me poor grades on our first midterm and advised me to drop his class.

I promised to buck up. The first semester saw me taking 3 courses (one of them I had touched upon in undergrad) and research work. Seemed manageable. That was when reality struck.

[x[x_blockquote type=”left”]for one, was never a very organized person back in undergrad. Then again, most of us are not, as we have one final examination we study for, and that counts for 100% of your grade. Then theres the chilled out engineering hostel life attitude that followed me to the US. I was aware of it, but shaking it off my back was going to take work and effort, which I was short of at that time.[/[/x_blockquote]p>

The class which I was struggling in was linked to another class I was taking. To put it simply, I had to drop both of them, something my department did not allow.

I had to cope with a subject which my prospects of even a pass was bleak, and deal with two other courses side by side. Then to make matters worse, I fell Ill with fever on the day of the midterm of course no 2, not a hard one like course no 1, but my feverish brain did not let me answer well and I flunked it.

Cause: Stress due to course 1.

To add to that, my research work was going bad, I did not have time to work in the lab due to me having to play catch up in my coursework and I didn’t have the easiest of projects. It had an outcome that was just not practical with any methodology I came up with.

We had poor research results and my advisor was not happy.

We were behind on time too. I started wondering whether

I would have been better off at NCSU or as a Young India Fellow for a liberal arts program.

Part 4: Letting go

By that time, I was emotionally drained. I had a nervous breakdown and sought counseling advice. Meditation helped make things easier.

I decided: To hell with course 1 (The one with the mean professor and poor grades) and focus on saving my grades in the other courses.

The result: One F in course 1 which killed my GPA, but helped me make it through the semester mentally in one piece.

I was working harder on my research and coming up with solutions to my research dilemma, though nothing worked. I still soldiered on, thinking good days will come. I just let go.

To my relief, my professor extended my RA for another semester.

Semester 2 meant more challenges:

Improve my GPA and fast!.

I registered for 2 courses and worked hard all semester.

I joined academic counseling and was gifted with a gem of a counselor who was able to give me back my lost confidence in getting good grades.

I realized I was a really good MATLAB coder and managed to provide solutions which impressed the instructor in one of my classes.

I managed to earn good grades on the other.

Things were getting better.

Part 5: The Summer

Nearing the end of my spring semester, my advisor called me over to his office. [h[highlight] told me, to my dismay, that he was out of funds for me.[/[/highlight]e did not get the grant we needed.

I would have to find another source of funding. He told me to wrap up my research: One more month of lab work, and write my thesis on whatever I had. He told me to graduate as soon as I could, since he would not be able to support me from now. To put it simply, he had lost faith: In the project and in me.

Common sense would tell you to move on. To find a summer job and make some money for the fall. To find an internship.

[x[x_blockquote type=”left”]did the opposite: I continued to work, unfunded, on my research. I did not take up a part time job. People called me a fool.[/[/x_blockquote]p>

Then, one evening, I had to head back to the lab after dinner to turn off some equipment. I was at the end of my research deadline and was giving my work one last ditch attempt to get some good results.

It was then that I decided to turn on my office computer and do some reading up. I decided to clear my mind on what I knew about the obstacles in my research and look at other areas for solutions.

Now Im not going to explain technical jargon that would take up how I was able to stumble upon something, but it just happened.

Then and there: A highly possible solution.

Something I had wanted to try a year ago but brushed it off thinking I’d be wasting my time.

I tried it out: And it worked.

It was novel and something no one had thought of before.

My research was back on track.

I spoke to my advisor that week, and he was a changed person. He no longer looked at me with disdain, but with a new found faith.

He said I could continue for my PhD if my project gets the funding it needs. Another professor I was taking a class with in the summer agreed to be my co-advisor and co-fund me if the proposals went well.

My professor’s had faith in me again. I was no longer a victim of ill luck. My MS was back on track.

As of now, I still do not have funding conformed, but will hope for the best. Things were rough out there for a while, but they worked out in the end!

Part 6: Experiences

So a year on, here is what my MS journey taught me

1. Perseverance. Plain and simple: Don’t give up.

2. Stick to your guns and walk the lonely road: People called me stupid for sticking to my advisor when he couldn’t fund me despite working hard. I stuck on. I did not look for an on campus summer job, which would have not given me the space to think of a solution to my long standing research problem.

3. Organize: What helped me catch up academically was me starting to organize things. Google calendar is your best friend

4. Treat time as an investment. Save it for whats most important: I am not against grad students working part time on campus. Not everyone had the opportunity to have their tuition waived off for a year. But trust me, the time you will save, for the sake of a few hundred bucks, is a huge investment. Something you will thank yourself for down the line.

5. Live in the moment: I was worried about the future for a bulk of my first year in the US. Counseling and meditation taught me that if you have a positive outlook and work proactively towards your goals, life finds a way. Yes it does. It took me to the depths of hell to realize this. It took me to lose my RA and the belief that I would finish my MS, to learn that life happens for you, not just to you. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger! And nothing is a better medicine for life’s worries than taking things one day at a time. Jim Carry, the famous American actor and comedian says:

[x[x_blockquote type=”left”]u can spend your whole life fearing ghosts and dreading about the pathway to the future, but all there will ever be is this moment, the now, that will decide and determine how your future plays out[/[/x_blockquote]p>

6. Have faith.

Steve jobs once said ‘You can only connect the dots of your life looking backwards, not forwards. You need to trust your gut, faith, karma, anything, that things will work out in the future’. Enough said.

[x[x_blockquote cite=”Steve Jobs” type=”left”]You can only connect the dots of your life looking backwards, not forwards. You need to trust your gut, faith, karma, anything, that things will work out in the future[/[/x_blockquote]p>

I write this here out of optimism.

I am yet to be out of the woods, as I still have no conformed source of funding.

Things look good though, with research back on track, and the possibility of a PhD.

This goes out to anyone having a hard time at the moment, not just a MS student.

[T[Tweet "Persevere, Work hard, keep faith, and things will work out. #intlstudents”]p>

I am all set for another year and the ups and downs that my MS adventure at Iowa State will bring me. This time, I come prepared!

Author: Following article was written by Graduate student, Irvin Pinto from Iowa State University.

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6 Comments

  1. Irvin Pinto on September 12, 2015 at 12:56 AM

    Update: So guess what, I wrote this in August and one month later my funding is back on track out of nowhere. Things work if you stick to your guns!! Trust in your gut and you will succeed!!

    • Raghuram Sukumar on September 20, 2015 at 8:25 PM

      Congrats. Keep moving. Way to go. Send me an update when you have some 🙂

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  5. CEPHAS ofori on August 10, 2015 at 4:42 AM

    Thanks for the enlightenment, situations change if we look at it from a positive perspective. I have gained a post degree admissions in Germany and Canada. Funding my education has been a major setback, for an Artist coming from a developing country, satisfying the student visa requirements is yet another mountain to climb. Now aged 30, with my enrollment deadline tickling away, there’s nothing to do but just look into the abyss.
    It is great sharing your experience. You’re right on track and a PhD is not far from your reach. Keep doing you.

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